kaiikai-i stories

2009-01-21T19:52:00.002+08:00

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOs
long time nv been blogging...
cas i don have anytime at all..
busy watching dramas, study for my this yr o level..blarblarblar
this yr im in BMC academy for my priv O level..
i took :
*English
*E-Maths
*Phy/Chem
*SS/Geo
*Biz studies
*POA

and i cant cope.. maths, its not easy as i tot
eng, its more chimm
phy, for the time its ok
chem, dam F hard
SS/Geo, still donno yet
biz studies, quite intresting
POA, 50-50
LOL!!!
as u can see.. i cant reali cope well..
and all this subs is NEW for me.. only phy, eng and maths la
dam pissed off when i cant understand..
ROARs
in sch theres some guai ren
thers a gal english dammm good.. donno y take priv for wat..?
got afew maths freak.. chem pross
donn y they wan to take priv.. they look like student tat wont faild de loh..
hais... if i don study well im wasting this year..
no matter wat i must get into poly la..
tats all for today.. se when i have time wo jiu blog again ba..
im getting stress out soon
nites people ;D

2008-09-25T00:09:00.003+08:00

use to be 7brothers

sori for some people who cant see the word in my blog
cas in my view on the com it this fonts but on yors is diff
i donno y LOL

this few days veri bored.. few more days to sci/maths paper, N lvl PAPER!!
SIAN.. must reali study le loh..
im scard tat i will blank out in the exam hall..
hais.. and scard my L1B2 wont be 4-5point, haisss
y n lvl seem veri hard to me but for some other people seems sooo easy
my aim for this yr is to get below 5points for L1B2 and my BEST dnt award
if wat i wan come true its surly god who help me(:
now im not thinking of anything and her* aready.. jst my n lvl
when finish my n lvl i think i will take O lvl and interview the arts sch i wan,

if i get into the arts sch, i will take part-time over there for a yr
and nxt yr my goal is to get O lvl L1 R4 around 15 and get into my arts sch

hmm.. and will all my true frens still contect me?
i think half of it will lost contect

jst hope the one which nv lost contect is ah fu, tari and lisi ( from my class )
this 3 person, theres one more jeffrey but i think we wont be contecting aready
we use to call the 7 brother, but one by one goes off
for my thinking, wats the use of calling brother, i dont think theres a need

wat im thinking is, we all have diff goals/dreams to achive

something i jst donno how to explain, one day you'll find out yourself
for me, jst be frens a close fren will do..

that wat i think =/

off to slp now.. nitessss

2008 sec4i

2008-07-22T20:48:00.002+08:00

the memories, always stay at this place, the starting point ):

SUNDAY 20july08

its wen xiang's birthday..!
hope u like the gif we give ya k
on tat day, in the afternoon i went to simei MRT
to meet : qunsheng`didi , siying`nuer , lisi and tari
we are going to orchard to get present for wen xiang
reached orchard went to taka's pull&bear
get a nice orange shirt (:
its nice k.. haha finish buying we went to doby
reached doby i went to couple lab 1st to collect the phone chain
cas i put there for repair..(:
then we went to bread talk to buy 1real bread and go action city get a "BREAD" too
haha.. finish buying everything went to take bus to ECP(east coast park)
reach CHIJ get down bus.. walk to the underpass.. while walking..
i remember the memories, opo ECP mac underpass is the place where i grab yor hands for the very first time..
i miss you lots you know..
and someone is also going for you, i reali donno wat to do..
i cant belive a fren will do this to me.. but i know this will happen cas he himself said to someone before..
then walk pass the underpass, all the way i was thinking how we started
i cant stop thinking.. i miss u, miss u badly
started BBQ blarblarblar.. 9+pm i went home wif yong sheng, shao hui, clarice , zi jing and tari
we go home by van.. zi jing's uncle's van
went to tamp 264 to grab a drink.. toktok
11+pm reach home..
cant slp.. tok to god.. 1+am fall aslp

this two days always late for sch..!
today still take cab to sch loh and its 9.50$
today must slp early le oe else cant wake up..
takecare guys

i miss you badly.. wo hai ai ni

2008-07-13T22:30:00.006+08:00

11july2008

wahahahaa.. do u know where we go?
i dont think u guys will go de loh
we went to CHINA TOWN
hahaha.. its actly
on tat day.. we follow tari to go HSA office
to pay his fine of 30$.. haha
then we are soooooo bored and we decided to anyhow walk..
walk to alot of places then reach china town
when we reach china town.. theres dam lots of nice food to eat loh!!
reali, no kidding, look simple and nth there (for our age la)
but theres alot of niceeeee food!..
one of it is the hotdog bun.. its famous de.. so we stop and try
its reali nice loh.. hahaxD want to go and eat AGAIN someday
then finish eating.. we go to walk again.. walk dao mrt station
then we decide to go to doby..

when we on mrt and it reach doby we also don even know loh

but the mrt door is open and i saw doby station

and i said " dao doby liao leh" then tari and wen xiang say " yaya.. ya right doby "
then i faster run out.. then they turn and look izzit doby.. and they follow running out..
haha dam funnie k
reach doby.. denise called me.. then i pick up
and i was shock tat the time is 6pm!!
so i tell her i cant go to DG(dare group) roar..!
walk dao 4get the time loh.. cas we tok tell veri fun loh.. and wat we tok ITS FUNNIE K xD
then left doby about 6or7+ take bus 14 to parkway.. get something tat wen xiang wanted to buy
off we go to eat.. blarblarblar..
when we walking to take bus 12 there is a woman(chicken) some where near a pub
sound us.. but we don care la.. haha
then off we go to simei.. slackslack tok lot of stuff..
jiu go home le..
the day is fun loh.. u guys reali bring out my real smile, thanks guys(:

12july08 yesterday

when i wake up the first thing i tot is.. today is tat day..
but its aready ended.. i don wan it to end ):
then i have no mood to go out or anything le..
then wo jiu clear up my room and wash my bed sheet.. doing house work till 2+pm
then i decide to go for lunch at my mums shop..
reach my mum shop.. eat and tok to my mum.. blarblarblar
tari call me to go find wen xiang.. then wo say anything loh..
we go suntec to find him.. on the way walking at citylink..
we saw nigel they all.. tari toking to them while me and li si looking at stuff at HMV
then finish looking went out and saw siying nuer and jolene
tok awile jiu go le.. find wen xiang hes aready finish work.. so we go marina to eat
then go to simei slack.. while slacking.. 3 gals walk pass.. then wen xiang say chio bu
then keep shouting wan the number.. LOL then they again walk pass once more
then wen xiang shout again.. then from far tari saw them and tell wen xiang
then wen xiang veri kan chiong run go find..
and he did not go take.. he scard ma.. haha
then tell me and tari pei him go..
then follow him half way he stop tell me to walk 1st
then i walk, he trick me.. he shout "wo de pan yo yao ni hao ma"
then i run after him.. ask him come back he come back then run off again..
wo jiu quite pek chek la.. then i say ni bu take wo help u take
wo jiu walk to them.. say wo de pan yo wan yor number but he don dare come
a gal over there say is you or your fren.. then i gif my phone to them and
tell them to gif.. then she saw my wallpaper(u guys know wats on my wallpaper la)
then they say ni de pan yo at where.. then i say at play ground..
then they gif le leh.. and suddenly wen xiang call.. and wo haven save dao loh
he hang liao the number gone le..
then i go arter the gals say gif again cas the number gone..
then they walk away say if wan u tell tat real guy to come take
and wen xiang came, and did not take also.. -_-
toopid loh.. then tari and i walk away loh..
then wen xiang say he shag nv take dao the number..LOL
then go home.. on9 msn
suddenly zhiyan msg wo.. tears drip..
balrblarblar..
then she tok to me on msn asking am i alright.. OFCAS NOT ma.. hais..
nvm la.. its ok la.. donno wat she thinking, but i will still w8
cant slp.. jst listen to church songs..
2+ went to slp le

TODAY

i went to church wif a FREN.. guess who WEN XIANG hahahaxD
church today its a msg for me i guess.. its about
wat we are weak at, god will make us stronger on it..

finish church.. went to prayer and healing room
then DG leader prayed on me we the oil
while praying my tears drops, slowly i cry sooo badly
and the memories for her keep flashing in my mind...
make me cant stop crying..
and when i stop.. we go out the room.. moody face..
everything is about u in my mind
then go off to have kfc..
cant eat, eat the chicken but not the bread..
not hungry at all.. then we went to meet tari and li si at TM
li si came 1st.. we walk around finding the book tat i wan..
order it and left.. and tari came..
and we go walking again.. slack here and there
jiu go home le.. when taking bus3 go home from TM to my hse
take 30mins loh!! u know y.. bus broke down half way
so suay.. but the bus start working la.. but waste my time.. hahaxD
tat all for today (:

i still love u gal,

your word is like a knife,

pushing in deeper,

coming out for the otherside.
untill it goes through me and im dead..

or else i will still love you..
i miss u

2008-07-05T11:04:00.005+08:00

HELLOOs
this few days its reali bored loh.. without you life is not the same
yesterday
i did not go sch ytd, cas too tired le..
chiong dnt for 2weeks, staying back doingdoingdoing
roar.. dam tired le..
by nxt week chiong finish le.. must finish then can do my presentation board
scard no time loh.. by 25july(friday) must do finish dnt..
finish dnt nxt week N-lvl prelim liao.. roar
then finish Prelim 4weeks ltr N-lvl start.. its like reali no time loh
sooo cramp, donno how sia.. 1mth to prepair n-lvl
ytd tari,lisi,wen xiang and me..
we went to bugis, i dont like to go bugis de loh..
nth de and so bored.. then they wan jiu go loh..
at the end we also go to orchard.. at least orchard got more to see
btw woman u girls got sales at "pull and bear" haha v cheap

we did not go to far east but we went to the others la.. haha
finish walking, we went to simei sit,slack and tok cok.. haha
then suddenly, tari mum call
HSA letter came to tari hse le.. then tari's mum wanted to call HSA office
cas tari's mum said he trust tari don smoke..
tari wast caught 2weeks ago
tari look veri stress and scard loh.. cas he dont wan his mum&dad to find out
then we help him to tell lies.. LOL
but also cant stop her from calling, cas she also wan to call tomoro
then wen xiang and i tell tari to tell the truth loh..
then we tell him, we go to yor hse now and tel yor mum to come down and tok la
then we can help u in some of the toking ( not lie k ) haha

then his mum came tari say everything, tari seem like wanted to cry
his mum also seem like crying too, but both also nv cry out la LOL
then ended toking, everything ok le settle le
then wen xiang and i went home..
get on bus home alone..
the times im alone make me think of you
my heart seem to sank
actly i know some1 is trying to jio u.. i jst act blur, donno anything
actly everything i know, i told u before he will jio u one day
is jst a matter of time, ya
when we are together some1 aready told me this will happen
every gal too close to guy , the guy will tend to have feeling
unless the guy treat yor the way u treated him, this human natural for guys
i don hate tat guy or wat, i will jst fight wif him ( not the real fighting )
if i stop i lose half of the battle, No way no-one ever gonna shake me
i know you will be back (:
im veri confident about it..
u don need to do anything, jst the book, let the book do the talking
iloveyou

takecare guys

2008-06-30T22:27:00.005+08:00

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOss
im back posting for today.. wont be blogging often
today goes fine.. having the same thing, studystudystudy roarss
maths, goes veri well (: but sci, alot of ppl kena beta forms
hais.. dm mood bad keep catching ppl
nv catch she not happie.. tomoro still have her lesson.. dam it loh
want to drop science loh.. cas my main concentrate is on Eng, maths and dnt(:
blarblarrblarrr... sch ended
stay back.. for N-lvl eng oral!!.. then we went to class slack..
watch ppl below play soccer.. then we shout at them toopid stuff..
dam funnie loh.. laught dao pa-tor tia(stomach pain)
throw bottle, paper and water boom at them.. AND BROOM..
HAHAHAHAa xD
its reali dam funnie, if you guys are there, u guys will be mad
start oral, waited for my turn.. and im the 2nd LAST..
omg, waitwaitwait, wait dao sit hot le
when its my turn.. walk there say good afternoon.. sit down.. start reading blarblarr
there is 2 teachers, then the female teacher like stab loh..
like we NT read v bored ar.. gif the toopid face..
not only to me, and some other frens loh.. toopid teacher
see her face make me think i cant make it loh.. arugh
nvm la tat all for tooday.. when i done everything in my blog then i start posting ba (:
takecare guys

hmm.. do you still love me?
u login 3time on msn.. are u jst trying to show your personal msg?
"Dearest Stranger,i won't want to go back to you again ."
are u talking about me? hmm..
no matter wat you say i will be waiting ba..
i still love you

2008-06-29T02:30:00.000+08:00

2008-03-23T09:43:00.002+08:00

helloo again
wah today early morning blog..
cas ytd nite i nv go home.. no bus home..
then go lemon brother hse stay.. THX LEMON BROTHER!! ;D
at there we tok alot of stuff.. and suddenly tok until girlfriend..
lemon told me something tat was in friendster..
so when i get back home.. 1st thing is view my friendster..
and its true.. make me feel sadd and tears is falling down donno why.....
jst think of u and yor boi/galfriend.. u both use to call each other zhuu and suddenly 1 more person also call yor partner zhuu and yor partner reply the same thing zhuu..
i don think u guys understand la.. or izzit im the one don understand..
i know im jealous but no anger at all.. from today onwards.. i will jst pull up a smile
so tat she wont think soo much for me.. till everything is over i will be normal again.. i guess
tat all for today..
byebye people..

2008-03-21T23:58:00.001+08:00

hello..
im back xD alone and empty
hais.. this few days im feeling veri empty.. donno y
it could be.. i felt friendless and..
i have this bunch of fren.. we are close but now we are not reali..
they love to slack and i don.. so i seldom go out wif them..
this could be the reason y they change towards me..
actly i have over come it and think tat its normal or watever cas i still have friends..
but when i think back.. wat close frens i have..?
actly only 2 left.. dawson and nigel.. but slowly then join my other frens to have fun slacking..
so the 2 frens is like no more cas we don seem to meet most of the time beside dawson cas he stays near me..
i guess the only fren i have now is tari.. tat is close fren la.. if he goes back to slacking mood.. i think i don have any frens left..
only left the gals? lol i don go out wif gal all the time but only for 2 my ahjie[sining] and ahmei[hueyleng] ;D
when i don have fren to go out with they will be the 1 who will go out wif
and ofcas la.. my girlfriend ;D but i seldom go shopping wif her.. mostly we go to catch a movie..
i reali hope tat i can get new frens tat is older then me.. tat can think diff from my age..
and not childish.. cas most of my frens now love to make childish jokes, some of it i reali cant take it..
as for my zhuuuuu.. she seem like don like going out wif me when she is wif 1 of her close fren..
she say tat she don wanna ps me or her fren.. i donno y i will feel something weird inside..
jealous? haha.. i donno wat im thinking also.. could be jealous la..
and today is a boring day for me.. go buy nigel bday bbq stuff some fren is like pek chek..
then gifing me those black faces.. they reali change toward me le la..
buy hao go jeff hse make the chicken wing for tomoro..
then do hao le i go take bus12 actly wanted to go home..
but suddenly i think of some1 who say if u r stress or wat u can come over my place and tok..
he is my uncle.. uncle desmond
so i call him.. and i went to his place.. then we smoke tok smoke tok..
tat time im reali feeling empty.. and wanted to die..
after everything.. i go for a walk in tampines.. walkwalkwalk to the JC there le..
then i was thinking taking bus or walk.. at last is also walk home cas its more peaceful la..
when reach home bath.. sms-sms-sms.. blogg (:
tat all for today ba..
nitenites people (:

2008-03-18T19:00:00.007+08:00

HELLOO ;D
today finaly post... hahaxD
i today post this is because... its about the friends..
im not sure who the one who change.. izzit them or me?
izzit i cat take their joke? or their jokes is too OVER it?
they love to have joke about..
our parents or some1 we love or others la..
i don mind them joking wif our parents names or other,
i jst don like them to say about my girlfriend..
can say anything but not HER not even saying her name in front of me..
and some jokes like im taking priv O lvl nxt yr they will keep making fun of me..
as a fren i think they should support me instead of making fun..
wat ever they do i will gif them comment but ofcas also support them..
now we frens is like splitting far away.. split into smaller groups..
[jeff, jason, ahfu, qunsheng]
[tarry,wenxiang,lisi,me]
we use to be call-ED 7th brother[jeff,jason,ahfu,tarry,lisi,qunsheng,me]
but now 2 seem like not in each of the 5 brothers heart..
they treat us differently, could be we don usally go out wif them...
i don reali go out wif them because they love to slack.. and i don..
i have been a slacker for 2yr.. its jst wasting 2yr..
Rather using the time doing something tat i like or other beside slacking..
for me i prefer to be in town.. i donno y jst like it (:
tat all for today ba..
jst hope tat they all can stop playing this kinda jokes and we can get back normal like last time.. hope so ba (:
takecares people (:

2008-01-21T19:25:00.000+08:00

just testing blog (: